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"In my Father's house are many mansions:
if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare
a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you,
I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where
I am, there ye may be also." ~John 14:1-3~
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"Verily I say unto you, whatsoever ye shall
bind on earth
shall it be bound in heaven."
Jan 09, 2004
Guest:
Bonnie
West Palm Beach/
Florida
Yes
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Dearist
Mighty God, In Jesus name I am praying for total health,
and the strength to make decisions regarding my current
relationship with My fiance. I need to go forward and
make decisions with this aspect of my life, but I do not
have the courage, God I need the courage to do what is
best for my life, please help me with this. Praise God!
I await your help
Feb 01, 2004
Guest:
cindy
diverculitis
dearborn mich
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
My
name is cindy and I have Diverculitis and this is my second
surgery going on my third please pray for me I went through
a lot of pain and suffering in my life and hopefully this
will be the last take all my hurt and pain away .I need
all the prayers I can that I will get well and back on
my feet again.Please pray for me.
Feb 12, 2004
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Ron B.
Yes
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I
am trying to get back on my feet again after having been
off work for two years due to a car accident. I recently
received a small settlement, and after having paid outstanding
debts and replacing the car, my funds have just about
dried up. My car recently needed a lot of repairs costing
a few thousand, trans, fuel pump etc:. I have yet to get
my career off the ground. Pls pray that the Lord would
help me to get on my feet quickly, and earning a living.
Thank you. Ron B.
Feb 19, 2004
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francis
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Hello
My name is Francis and I visited your website. I am a
medical student from Manila. I wish to ask for prayers(IN
ONE OF YOU MASS). I just finished taking an exam today
Feb 16.May I ask you if you can pray that Imay have good
results of that exam and that the next exams will also
begood. Please pray that I do well and reach the passing
mark so that I getpromoted to the next year Ok. Thanks
God bless P;S please also extend some prayers for my family
and friends I remain Francis (I need HIS Mercy for this)
Feb 19, 2004
Guest:
farell
yahoo
oklahoma
yes I am saved
He leadeth me.....~&~
the
enemy has been attacking my boyfriend and I from other
sources and we want to get married soon and work for the
Lord. To see souls saved and bodies healed. The enemy
is trying to stop us and we realize who is behind this.
Pray that all obstacles will be moved out from in front
of us and we will be married soon. The Lord has spoken
to us about 1-1/2 years ago that He would use us in this
ministry. HIs name is Galen and mine is Farell. Thank
you for being there. We know that the ministry will be
hard at times, but we know who goes before us to lead
the way and prepare the hearts of those to whom we will
encounter for our Lord. God bless you. Shalom....... Farell
Feb 20, 2004
Guest:
Linda Brown
Shreveport, LA
I am saved
He leadeth me.....~&~
Father
God in the name of Jesus I pray please bind up any spirits
of fear, anxiety, witchcraft spirits, confusion, depression,
and all other demon spirits that are trying to come at
me. God I pray please give me the power from above to
keep the devil and his demons off of my back. God I pray
please go ahead and clear the way for the person who is
coming to get me out of bondage. God I ask all of these
things in the Holy name of Jesus Christ. Amen
Feb 21, 2004
Guest:
Kymmy Emerick
Monroeville PA
yes got Jesus
He leadeth me.....~&~
Mar 04, 2004
Guest:
indira vijayan
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
Please
help my spouse to accept Jesus our Lord as his personal
saviour.. please pray that God will shower him with graces
he requires in order to come to the saving knowledge of
Jesus Christ Our lord... also help my daughters to recognise
that we all need to pray to the Lord our God for our every
need and happiness and that we need to completely trust
in Jesus our Lord...and pray that they may not be lost..pray
for me to completely serve God with my life...
Mar 04, 2004
Guest:
indira vijayan
Linda's
prayer closet in the name of Jesus
yes
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Please
help my spouse to accept Jesus our Lord as his personal
saviour.. please pray that God will shower him with graces
he requires in order to come to the saving knowledge of
Jesus Christ Our lord... also help my daughters to recognise
that we all need to pray to the Lord our God for our every
need and happiness and that we need to completely trust
in Jesus our Lord...and pray that they may not be lost..pray
for me to completely serve God with my life...
Mar 06, 2004
Guest: Janet
Panama City, Florida
Yes
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Please
pray for a complete healing of myasthenia gravis,(chronic
autoimmune neuromuscular disease) also, osteoporosis,
glaucoma suspect(from high dosage and long term corticosteroids
use)in my dear husband, Tony. That he continues to be
able to go down on the medicine dosages. Please pray that
God grants my husband, daughter Erica and I Strength.
May God Richly Bless You, Janet
Mar 13, 2004
Guest:
Romin D' Souza
cochin, kerala,
india
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Our
family is in very terrible situation financially and mentally.
We are in very severe debt. As we have two bank loans,
money taken on interest, gold loans etc all closing date
are very near in such a way that the bank people have
send registered notice to close the loan, the people from
whom we have taken money on interest also are causing
us sever trouble and also the gold loan people are saying
us to close the gold loan otherwise they will keep it
for auction in which most of the gold was given to us
from our relatives to keep it as loan believing that we
will be able to give them back as soon as possible but
we have terribly failed so far, all these are consequences
of not having an income for me for at least 4 years. Although
I have three computers at home taken on bank loan I don’t
have any work. Although I tried very hard to get one nothing
genuine came. All were cheaters; they even took away some
money that we had. We are in such terrible situation that
we have to sell our only house and that to if we cant
arrange money for the bank within few days they will keep
our house on auction and we may not get anything. The
banks were we have kept the house as loan has already
sent the registered letter to close the loan. The banks
were my computer has been on loan has also send me registered
letter. We don’t know what to do. My dad is not in good
health and my mom too is not in good health too. And at
this situation we are mentally, physically, and financially
with a whole lot of problems. So we request you and your
ministry to please pray for us that lord save us from
all these troubles as soon as possible. Unless a miracle
happens as soon as possible our stage is going to be very
bad, already which has started to be worsening. So I once
again plead to please pray for our well being financially,
physically, mentally, spiritually and in all ways as soon
as possible. We believe that all our problems will be
solved with the help of your all prayers as soon as possible.
Expecting a miracle from the lord. With hopes and prayers
A poor servant of Jesus Christ
Mar 25, 2004
Guest: joyce loncki
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Mar 25, 2004
Guest:
joyce loncki
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I
definitely need prayer----My anxioty has gotten so out
of control. I cannot function. I pray for my and my husband
health and finances,My children including my daughter
who is now pregnant.......My son who has a dangerous job,
he is a sheriff's deputy.I need the peace of Christ in
my life.............
Mar 30, 2004
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yaya
california
i have to rekindle my relationship with jesus
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i
need prayer for my mind body and soul.i need prayer for
my marriage,for my health and weight and especially for
my walk with christ.
Apr 18, 2004
Guest:
grace
Jesus
hear our cries
Ft. Lauderdale,
Florida
Yes I choose to believe in Jesus as my savior
He leadeth me.....~&~
This
has been one of the most comforting sites I have seen.
Love the music. May the Lord continue blessing you for
your faithfulness to His command. Lord, I pray this evening,
I lift before you all these requests that are petition
to you. Lord, you know our needs, you know our troubles,
you know our desires before we even speak them. Father,
let your mighty hand rain down with Power upon every request.
Let there be praises and worship to you daily instead
of anxieties, wanting, needing, troubles, lack, depressions
and all that satan would like us to feel. Replace these
feelings with a touch of your healing power upon every
person crying, calling, asking in the name of Jesus. Touch!!!
Welcome Holy spirit, Touch all those who are seeking,
asking and knocking at your gate. For your word declares,
for it is written that everyone that seeks will find,
everyone that ask it shall be given onto them, and everyone
that knocks it SHALL BE OPENED to them. Here my Father
we are standing at the gate door with our lanterns fully
oil and lit crying out and knocking at your throne. Have
mercy my Lord and forgiven our sins that we may be counted
worthy to submit these prayer request before you. In the
name of Jesus I pray. Amen and it is done.
Apr 19, 2004
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liz
phila., P.A.
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I
am a college student. Please pray for my studies. Nothing
I study stays in my head. I am getting really poor grades
and my parents don't understand. Pray that God would change
my teachers minds so that they would change my grades.
Pray that I would have all my previous and present grades
changed to A'sI would like many people to pray together.
I beleive there in strength in number. Pray in Jesus name.
Please take this seriously. I am really desperate
Apr 22, 2004
Guest:
Brian macConnaill
USA
no
He leadeth me.....~&~
DEAREST
FELLOW CHILD OF GOD AND DISCIPLE OF OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR
JESUS CHRIST::::::::::::: I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE FOR THE
OSTENSIBLY IMPROMPTU NATURE IN WHICH I DELIVER YOU THIS
LETTER TODAY, IT'S INTELLECTUAL AND PHYSICAL SHAPE MIGHT
WANT FOR A POLISH AS ONLY TOO VERY, VERY SHORT INSTANCES
OF TIME HAVE MADE THEMSELVES APPARENT FOR ANY STRICTEST
ADHERENCE TO GRAMMATICAL AND AESTHETIC RULES AND ETIQUETTE
REGRETFULLY AS THE EVENTS PORTRAYED SOMEWHAT LOOSELY HEREIN
HAVE TRANSPIRED, AND YET IN REFLECTION I CONFESS A CERTAIN
ANALOGY IN WHAT YOU SEE BELOW TO WHAT SHAPE MY LIFE IS
BEING RENDERED COMPLETELY MINUS ANY CONSENT I MIGHT SEEK
TO GIVE, TRULY MY LIFE IS ONE OF GREAT AND CONSTANT URGENCY.
THERE IS A PROBLEM MAKING ITSELF KNOWN TO MY AWARENESS,
VERY EFFICIENTLY CHIPPING AWAY AT WHAT SENSE OF PROSPERITY
GOD HAS SEEN FIT TO ENTER MY LIFE WHOSE DELIBERATE, DIRECT
IMPLEMENTATION HAS WROUGHT AS MOST PROBLEMS THE NET RESULT
OF A GREAT AMOUNT OF PAIN, OF SUFFERING, TERRIBLE ANGUISH
AND DESPAIR UNREMITTING WHOSE SOURCE AND ACTUATOR IS AT
THE CENTER OF WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A GREAT GOODNESS
FROM THE HAND OF GOD BUT HAS HAD IT'S MOST CRUCIAL INNER
WORKINGS PIRATED AND IS NOW RAGING OUT OF HAND. IT IS
THIS CIRCUMSTANCE WHICH HAS INSPIRED ME TO EXTEND A HAND
OUTWARD, BEYOND MYSELF, SEEKING HELP, AN ANSWER OR UNDERSTANDING,
MAYBE HOPE WHERE UP TO NOW THERE HAS BEEN NONE. IT IS
AS IF ZANEY WHOM YOU SHALL READ ABOUT ALONG WITH A LITTLE
ABOUT MY DILEMMA IN THE FOLLOWING PASSAGES IS INTENTLY
AIMING TO STERILIZE AWAY EVERY DROP OF EMOTION AND WARMTH
I POSSESS IN MY HEART, AS IF THAT FEELINGLESS STATE OF
BEING IS NORMAL AND SOUND, ALMOST AS IF ZANEY FREELY WISHES
THE ENLARGING OF SATAN'S HANDS AND AIDS IN THIS BY ESTEEMING
AND PRACTICING OVERT SADISM, SADISTIC WAYS BECAUSE SHE
CALLOUSLY BELIEVES THAT BEING MONSTROUS TOWARDS PEOPLE
WILL MAKE THEM OUT OF FEAR FOR THE DEVASTATING EMOTIONAL
HURT SHE CAN VERY DEFTLY DELIVER INTO ONE'S LIFE BEND
DOWN FEARFULLY AND CATER TO HER EVERY SLIGHTEST WHIM,
NO MATTER HOW RISK-FILLED OR IRRATIONAL SUCH AS ME RENOUNCING
CHRISTIANITY WHICH ZANEY HAS INTIMATED ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS
I SHOULD DO TO BETTER FIT INTO HER IDEOLOGICAL VISION
OF WHAT A MALE MINDSET SHOULD BE COMPRISED OF. BASICALLY
NO BELIEF IN A DEITY OR OTHERWORLDLY SOURCE. OR ELSE.
THE BETTER TO FULFILL HER GRAND QUEST AND REAL-LIFE AIM
OF FEMININE SUPERIORITY OVER MAN AS A WHOLE AND ME IN
PARTICULAR I WOULD GUESS, OF WHERE EVERY HUMAN BEING IS
INFERIOR OR SOMEHOW MADE INFERIOR TO HER EGOTISTICAL DESIGNS,
WHERE PEOPLE ARE FRETFULLY RUNNING WHENEVER ZANEY LITERALLY
SNAPS HER FINGERS WHILE SHE HERSELF CAN SIT BACK AMUSED
AND LUXURIATING IDLY SMILING AT HOW SHE CAN GET AWAY WITH
ABUSING THE HEARTS AND FEELINGS OF OTHERS AND HAS BOTH
MEN AND WOMEN JUMPING TO HER EVERY BECK AND CALL LIKE
SLAVES WHILE SHE HERSELF DOES ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LIKE
A CHARACTER IN SOME T.V. SOAP OPERA AND NOW SHE DESIRES
ME TO EMULATE THIS MOLD OF COLDNESS AND CRUELTY, IN GENERAL
AND TOWARDS OTHERS. EVEN AS WHAT I HAVE DESCRIBED IN A
FEW BRIEF SENTENCES IS HOW SHE TREATS ME, WHAT ZANEY HAS
MANAGED TO FIND HUMOROUS ENOUGH TO SUBJECT ME TO TO WHERE
IT HAS BEEN SUGGESTED THAT I AM CLINICALLY-DEPRESSED AND
POSSIBLY ENDURING POST-TRAUMATIC-STRESS-DISORDER AND EXTREME
MENTAL FATIGUE. I HAVE BEEN CRYING MORE AND MORE LATELY,
MORE TEARS THAN WOULD DO TO EXTINGUISH HELL IMPLORING
A REMEDY FOR THE SAKE A FLEEING PEACE OF MIND WHICH UNTIL
RECENTLY HAD SEEMED ALMOST A BIRTHRIGHT FOR SOMEONE WHO
STRIVED TO LIVE RIGHTLY AND FOLLOW A GODLY CHARTER. MY
CLOTHES DO NOT FIT ANYMORE OR SEEM TO HAVE GROWN BIGGER
ON ME, GETTING ZANEY TO PREPARE A SIMPLE MEAL TO FINISH
OUT THE DAY IS LIKE TRYING TO REINVENT THE PERIODIC TABLE
OF ELEMENTS. I DO NOT HAVE A SEX LIFE ANYMORE NOR COULD
I SAY THAT HAPPINESS IS SOMETHING THAT SEEMS EVEN REMOTELY
POSSIBLE FOR ME. HOW COULD I WHEN THE WOMAN I LOVE IS
DOING DISASTROUS DAMAGE TO ME AND TO OUR MARRIAGE? ZANEY'S
WHOLE TONE SUGGESTS: "JUMP TO MY TUNE OR ELSE! " MY NAME
IS BRIAN macCONNAILL AND I AM REQUESTING PRAYER CONCERNING
A BLESSING THAT GOD HAS SEEN INTO MY LIFE IN THE FORM
OF A MATE AND PARTNER FOR MYSELF WHICH I TRULY APPRECIATE
AND PRAISE HIM FOR. THE WOMAN THAT I AM REFERRING TO IS
NAMED ZANEY L. COOK. ZANEY AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER BEFORE
OUR LORD AND SAVIOR FOR SOME TIME NOW, AND AT FIRST OUR
RELATIONSHIP TRAVERSED WHAT I SOMETIMES HUMOUROUSLY REFER
TO AS "THE USUAL DIFFICULTIES", THOSE DIFFICULTIES BEING
UNIQUE AND UNAVOIDABLE EXPERIENCES ENDEMIC TO BURGEONING
RELATIONSHIPS WHERE DIFFERENCES IN UPBRINGING OR VIEWPOINT
OR ASPIRATIONS ARE A CAUSE FOR THOUGHT BUT ARE OVERCOME
(HOPEFULLY) AFTER INITIALLY EXISTIING IN LIGHT OF THE
HIGHER DESIRE WHICH IS TO SUCCESSFULLY ENGAGE THE OTHER
PERSON AS WELL AS SHARE IN THE FULFILLMENT OF NEEDS AND
GROW MUTUAL ONES. THIS IS WHAT I ALSO WENT THROUGH ATTEMPTING
TO NURTURE AN INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP WITH ZANEY AS SHE
AND I ARE FROM DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS BUT ARE BOTH SPIRITUALLY-INCLINED.
ZANEY HAS YET TO REALLY LOOK TO GOD FOR AID WITH REGARD
TO THE CONCERNS THAT SHE HAS IN LIFE AND SOMETIMES THERE
IS A ROUGH RIDE INVOLVED IN MY TRYING TO APPROACH LIVING
FROM HER POINT OF REFERENCE, WHICH IS SAYING MUCH LESS
THAN THAT I AM THE MOST DEVOUT SPIRITUAL MAN MYSELF. I
AM THESE DAYS FINDING THAT I AM MUCH IN NEED OF PRAYER
ADDITIONALLY AND YET UN-INCIDENTALLY BECAUSE ZANEY AND
I LIVE IN A MAJOR METROPOLITAN AREA IN ILLINOIS AND FORTUNATELY
OR UNFORTUNATELY (PROBABLY THE LATTER) THERE IS MUCH UP
AND AROUND WHERE WE LIVE TO KEEP ONE OCCUPIED AND ONE'S
MIND BUSY AND UNCONCERNED ABOUT THE HAPPENINGS THROUGHOUT
THE WORLD AT LARGE OR ONE'S OWN WORLD, PARTICULARLY QUALITY-OF-LIFE-WISE
AND THIS ALSO GOES FOR ONE'S FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS FROM
A DAY-TO-DAY STANDPOINT. PC-GAMINGFOR EXAMPLE. THE PLETHORA
OF DIVERSIONS OFFERED BY COSMOPOLITAN SOCIETY NOWADAYS
ARE ENDLESS AND YET FOR MYSELF AND ZANEY IT SEEMS THAT
THERE IS A LOT MORE TIME FOCUSED ON DIVERSIONS 'TIL THE
CENTER STAGE OF MY LIFE IS PILED HIGH WITH THEM UNWILLINGLY.
AT LEAST FROM MY PERSPECTIVE. AND YET AND STILL I AM INCLINED
TO BELIEVE THAT THE INTERNET FOR EXAMPLE STILL RETAINS
SOME POSITIVE ASPECTS TO IT. THEATRE, DANCE, MOVIES, THESE
ARE OKAY AND IN THEMSELVES UNFETTERED ATTRACTIONS FOR
ONE TO INVEST IN, TO A POINT I WOULD THINK. BUT IN MY
CASE MY "BETTER HALF", MEANING ZANEY, SEEMS TO BE UNAWARE
THAT WITH REGARD TO OUR RELATIONSHIP HER PENCHANT FOR
IMMERSION IN EXTRA-RELATIONAL ACTIVITIES IS ERODING THE
FABRIC WHICH UNDERPINS THE VERY LINKAGES WHICH HAVE BROUGHT
OUR HEARTS TOGETHER THROUGHOUT ALL SORTS OF TURBULENT
EVENTS THT HAVE TRANSPIRED AND SHE AND I HAVE TOGETHER
WEATHERED. I AM DOING MY VERY BEST TO OVERCOME MY OWN
UN-OPENMINDEDNESS ABOUT HOW LIFE APPEARS TO ZANEY AND
I DO EVERYTHING IN MY MEANS TO BE A FAITHFUL AND ARDENT
LOVE FOR HER AND A MATE. IT IS JUST THAT THERE IS SO MUCH
TIME SPENT ARGUING, OR MORE RIGHTLY PUT, SO MUCH TIME
SPENT ME ATTEMPTI NG TO PREVENT ZANEY FROM WANTING TO
ARGUE; IT'S AS IF SOMETIMES PEOPLE AROUND US AND ESPECIALLY
MYSELF ARE LESS IMPORTANT TO HER THAN THINGS SUCH AS CD
PLAYERS AND DVDS AND OTHER ITEMS THAT ARE A MUST FOR HER
TO BE HAPPY IT APPEARS. THIS IN AND OF ITSELF IS A DO-ABLE
THING, BUT I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT ZANEY AND I HAVE A
LOT OF OUR OLD FUN AND GOOD TIMES NOWADAYS I THINK SOMETIME
JUST AFTER SHE HAS FINISHED PLAYING SOMETHING ON THE INTERNET,
WHEREAS WHEN ATTEMPTING TO DISCUSS PERTINENT ISSUES OR
RELATIONSHIP INS-AND-OUTS, IT ONLY SOMETIMES SEEMS THAT
ZANEY TAKES HERSELF OR US OR EVEN LIFE ITSELF SERIOUSLY.
ANY PRAYERS THAT YOU MAY DO CONCERNING MY PLIGHT HAVE
BECOME VERY IMPORTANT TO ME BECAUSE A DIFFICULT TIME IS
WEIGHING DOWN HEAVILY UPON ME AND I AM VERY SORE IN SPIRIT
AND KNOW IN REAL LIFE ONLY BROKENNESS AND DESOLATION.
I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING HARDSHIP AND DURESS AT THE HANDS
OF MY MATE AND IT EMBARRASSES ME TO CONFESS THAT I AM
THE MALE AND IT IS THE WOMAN WHO IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY
WIFE WHO IS AGGRIEVING OUR RELATIONSHIP SO OVERTLY. ZANEY
LEE HAS FOR THE DURATION OF OUR YEARS ENGAGED IN AN ESCALATING
UN-CHRISTIAN-NESS THAT I HAVE TRIED TO COMPENSATE FOR
THROUGH PRAYER AND IN HER MEANNESS OTHER PEOPLE HAVE NOTICED
HOW UNTOWARD SHE TREATS ME AND QUESTION WHY SHE SO BRUTALLY
BEHAVES. THE EXPERIENCE THAT COMPOSE THE BODY OF THIS
LETTER HAS COST A GREAT AMOUNT OF EFFORT TO DESCRIBE,
MOSTLY BECAUSE I WAS BROUGHT UP TO KEEP QUIET DESPITE
DURESSES RATHER THAN TO CALL OUT TO OTHERS FOR HELP, MAYBE
THIS IS WHY MY PLIGHT HAS BECOME SO GRAVE AND THE WOMAN
THAT I LOVE HAS STIRRED SO MUCH HELL AND CAUSED SO SERIOUS
TROUBLE MAKE ITSELF LIKE A LOOMING AGONY IN OUR LIFE.
I AM IN AN EVEN MORE HARSH POSITION BECAUSE RATHER THAN
FOLLOW CHRIST SHE FOLLOWS A POP-CULT RELIGION THAT IS
INCREASINGLY SHOWING AN ATTITUDE OF ANTI-CHRISTIANNESS
I FIND AS I QUESTION THE EMPHASIS OF THEIR BELIEFS THAT
IS VERY SIMILAR TO WHAT THE BIBLE DESCRIBES AS BEING "OF
SATAN", REPLETE WITH WORSHIP OF IDOLS MADE BY MAN AND
MAKING ALTARS IN THE HOME TO DEITIES OF NATURE WHICH I
ADAMENTLY BUT MOST TIMES FUTILELY DISAGREE WITH BUT ZANEY
LEE REFUSES TO HEED GOD'S WISDOM. BECAUSE I HAVE AS MY
FAULT THAT I AM BY NATURE A QUIET MAN ZANEY TAKES GLARING
ADVANTAGE OF ME DESPITE PEOPLES' COMPLAINTS AND MORE OFTEN
THAN NOT GIVES ME NO OTHER RECOURSE BUT FOR ME TO BEG
AGAINST HER MENTAL ABUSIVENESS. ZANEY REVELS IN ARROGANCE
AND SMUGNESS AND "LORDS" OVER ME HOW AS A MAN I AM IN
AN INFERIOR POSITION TO HER THE WOMAN BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T
NEED ANYBODY EVEN TO CONCEIVE A CHILD AND THAT MARRIAGE
IS ACCORDING TO ZANEY BECOMING OBSOLETE IN TODAY'S URBAN
SOCIETY. ZANEY LEE DECEIVED ME WHEN I VERY FIRST MET HER
YEARS AGO I SADLY AND SHAMEFULLY ADMIT IT NOW, BECAUSE
SHE MADE AS IF ONE OF OUR MUTUAL AIMS WOULD BE TO CONCEIVE
A CHILD. THIS OCCASION HAS YET TO OCCUR PRIMARILY BECAUSE
OF ZANEY'S MINDSET, WHICH RECENTLY HAS BEEN SUMMED UP
AS, "CONCERN YOURSELF, BRIAN, WITH TAKING CARE OF MY NEEDS,
NEVER MIND A FAMILY!" WHICH I HAD FRIENDS WHO KNEW ZANEY
LEE BETTER THAN I DID AND WHO INSISTED THAT I WOULD LEARN
THE EXPERIENCE OF BEING UNITED TO A 'GOLD DIGGER' WHO
BELIEVES IN GIVING NOTHING BUT TAKING EVERYTHING FROM
ME MOST ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I AM A DOORMAT TO HER AND BESIDES,
"THAT IS WHAT A MAN IS FOR." ZANEY HAS POSITIONED ME TO
WHERE I MUST COWER TO HER EVERY WHIM OR BE REBUFFED BECAUSE
SHE AS A WOMAN CAN "LIVE WITHOUT SEX" BUT BECAUSE I SOMETIMES
FEEL A GREATER URGE IN THAT DIRECTION ZANEY GLOWERS OVER
ME IN ELATION THAT SHE CAN MAKE A MAN SUBJECT TO HER,
A SMUG SMIRK SPREAD ACROSS HER FACE. I LOVE ZANEYIT'S
ONLY THAT ZANEY LEE FUNCTIONS MORE IN A DETRIMENTAL FASHION
THAN BENEFICIAL WITH REGARD TO THE TWO OF US, SHE ACTS
TOO OFTEN (PEACE OF MIND BE TOSSED OUT A WINDOW) FROM
A SEEMING ABSENCE OF A CONSCIENCE. ZANEY LEE TAKES AN
ALMOST UNEARTHLY, INHUMAN THRILL IN MAKING ME BEG, WATCHING
ME BEG, ALL BUT DOWN ON HANDS AND KNEES OVER THE MINUTEST
IMPUTS CONCERNING ANY ISSUE OR DEVELOPMENT WE TOGETHER
MIGHT FACE. IT'S ALMOST AS IF ZANEY WOULD PREFER INSTABILITY
AND AN UNSTABLE LIFE TO ONE OF SOUNDNESS AND PROSPEROUS
LIVELIHOOD. PART OF THIS IS MY FAULT BECAUSE SHE TOLD
ME WHEN SHE AND I FIRST COURTED THAT SHE HAD BEEN HOSPITALIZED
SEVERAL TIMES FOR MENTAL DISORDERS AND UNFITNESS, BUT
I MISTOOK HER CALM DEMEANOR AS AN INDICATION THAT SHE
WAS OKAY AND THE HOSPITALIZATIONS ONLY MINOR AFFAIRS.
ZANEY HITS ME OVER THE HEAD AGAIN AND AGAIN ABOUT HOW
LIFE SHOULD BE "LIKE THE SOAP OPERAS ON TELEVISION," AND
I TELL HER THAT THESE SHOWS ARE DIFFERENT THAN REALITY
BUT MY WORDS FALL COUNTLESS TIMES ON DEAF EARS TO THE
POINT THAT ZANEY IS RUINING OUR GOOD CREDIT RATING NEEDLESSLY
WITH RIDICULOUS, OBSCENE PURCHASES SHE HAS YET TO EVEN
USE! AND YET THERE IS AN ABSENCE OF GROCERIES TO SUSTAIN
US UNLESS I HAVE GONE ON ERRAND MYSELF, NO FOOD ON THE
TABLE EVEN WHEN I HAVE PHYSICALLY PLACED MONEY SPECIFICALLY
FOR THE PURPOSE OF GETTING SOMETHING TO MAKE FOR A MEAL
RIGHT INTO ZANEY'S HAND, SHE IS TOO PREOCCUPIED WITH HER
GLAMOROUS SOAP OPERAS TO CONCERN HERSELF WITH SIMPLE TASKS
OR HOW LOUDLY MY STOMACH MAY BE GRUMBLING AT NIGHT, IF
I MISS THE MARKET OR AM TOO SLEEPY TO GO OUT AT NIGHT
I JUST DON'T EAT 'TIL MORNING. WHY HAVE I BEEN SINGLED
OUT BY GOD TO REMAIN CHILDLESS? INSTEAD OF A HUSBAND,
INSTEAD OF A MATE I FEEL AS IF I AM THE PLACE WHERE ZANEY
HAS DECIDED TO WIPE THE DIRT OFF OF HER FEET AT NIGHT.
ZANEY HAS FIGURED OUT VERY WELL HOW TO INTIMIDATE ME INTO
DOING MOST EVERYTHING SHE SUGGESTS. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT
HOWEVER BECAUSE NO ONE EVER TOLD ME THAT WOMEN DO THIS
KIND OF THING TO MEN, AND I HAVE PERMITTED THIS TO BE
DONE TO ME FOR SO LONG THAT I CANNOT CONCEIVE OF ANY OTHER
WAY OF RELATING TO ZANEY BUT TO DO AS SHE ORDERS ME TO.
SHE IS FOR HER PHYSICAL STATURE MORE INTIMIDATING THAN
I COULD HAVE EVER FORSEEN, AND IT SEEMS TO BE ZANEY'S
PERSONAL PLEASURE PUSHING ME AROUND LIKE THE FOOL THAT
I AM AND MISUSING ME. ZANEY LIKES IT A LOT THAT SHE HAS
MANAGED TO INTIMIDATE ME. BECAUSE OUR GENERAL LIFE OR
HER LIFE IS SPARED OF HARDSHIP ZANEY TAKES EVERY OPPORTUNITY
TO ACT CALLOUSLY AND HARSHLY, TO CARRY ON RECKLESSLY AND
BORDERING LASCIVIOUSLY BEFORE MY GOOD FRIENDS AND ELDER
FOLK IN A HUMILIATING, TAWDRY MANNER COSTING DISREPUTE
TO COME UPON MY GOOD FAMILY NAME WHILDE DOING NOTHING
POSITIVE TO NURTURE WHAT WE HAVE TOGETHER AND HELPING
OUR UNION BEFORE GOD LIVE UP TO THE BLESSEDNESS WITH WHICH
GOD ENTRUSTED US. ZANEY LEAVES ALL OF THE GRUNT WORK OF
A TYPICAL FLOURISHING RELATIONSHIP UPON MY SHOULDERS,
ALL OF THE CARING, ALL OF THE WARMTH, EVERYTHING! ZANEY
LEE TAKES GREAT PLEASURE IN PUBLICLY AND PRIVATELY HUMILIATING
ME. ZANEY'S LATEST HALLMARK IS IN THE GREAT PLEASURE THAT
SHE TAKES AND RECEIVES IN MAKING ME PLEAD. ZANEY HAS SADISTICALLY
ENTICED ME TO BEG HER ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS FOR A CHILD,
GIVEN ME NO OTHER OPTION BUT TO HUMILIATINGLY BEG HER
MAKING SO THAT I FEEL WRETCHED AND SOILED AND DIRTY AND
EMBARRASED, ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS ONLY TO SNATCH BACK MY
FLEETING HOPE WITH A RESOUNDING "NO!" TO MY WORDS OF REQUEST.
AND I AM SO PITIFUL THAT I KNOW THAT SHE'S GOING TO DO
THIS, THAT THIS IS THE WAY SHE IS, AND YET LIKE A FOOLISH
FOOL I ASK HER AND ASK AGAIN. SHE CARRIES ON AS IF SHE
NEEDS NO ONE TO THE DETRIMENT OF US BOTH! MY PRAYING HAS
GOTTEN ZANEY AND I BOTH PAST MANY DIFFICULT FINANCIAL
TIMES, DIFFICULT SPIRITUALTIMES AND HAVE THANKS TO GOD
ALMIGHTY GAVE A RAY OF SUNSHINE, WARM AND SINCERE TO US
MUTUALLY, BUT THESE HARD MENTAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL BLOWS SHE
DEALS OUT SHE SEEMS CURRENTLY UNAVAILABLE TO REAP HERSELF
SO THAT SHE MIGHT GRASP THAT SHE IS HURTING ME AND STEALING
MY PEACE OF MIND AND TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME. THE ONLY
THING THAT SEEMS TO STIR ZANEY'S THOUGHTS DAILY AT TIMES
ARE HER BOARD GAMES AND X-BOX AND SEEING ME AT-HEEL TO
HER SLIGHTEST WHIM. HELP ME, I SINCERELY PRAY! ZANEY HAS
FIGURED OUT HOW TO MAKE ME A GROWN MAN COME TO TEARS UNJUSTLY,
FOR I HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL AND OPEN AND HONEST AND DOING
EVERYTHING I CAN DO TO BE WHAT GOD WOULD INSIST I BE IN
THE CONTEXT OF OUR UNION WHICH HE GAVE US BEFORE HIS THRONE.
ZANEY LEE'S DEEDS ARE VERY CALLOUS AND HURTFUL AND UNJUST
AND I URGENTLY AND SINCERELY AND WITH ALL OF MY HEART
NEED YOUR PRAYERS. I'M MARVELOUSLY ESPECIALLY SORRY FROM
A MALE POINT OF VIEW WHICH IN THESE INSTANCES BECOMES
A CRUCIAL FACTOR IN THESE PROCEEDINGS TO BE FORCED TO
ADMIT THAT INTIMACY IN THE BEDROOM HAS BEEN DEEMED UNIMPORTANT
BY HER THESE DAYS AND HAVING EXPRESSED THIS MUCH I WOULD
IMAGINE THAT TO SOMEONE READING THIS LETTER IT MIGHT SEEM
SOMETHING OF A SMALL ISSUE TO BE IN WANT, TO BE IN NEED
OF PRAYER OUT OF THAT WANT AND OUT OF THE MYRIAD ABSENCES
THAT PLAGUE MY LIFE MERCILESSLY AND WITHOUT A SHREAD OF
TRUE HOPE I CONFESS IN A VERY REAL GLOOM AND DESPAIR,
ABSENCES SEEMINGLY UNIMPORTANT AND INSIGNIFICANT TO OTHERS
BUT VERY IMPORTANT, AT LEAST WHEN THEY ARE PRESENT, TO
ME. HOW WOULD SOMEONE ELSE FEEL IF THEY WERE GOING THROUGH
THIS AGONY? ZANEY HAS ROBBED ME! ZANEY HAS ROBBED ME OF
SEXUAL INTIMACY, ZANEY HAS ROBBED ME OF A CHILD OF MY
OWN, ZANEY HAS DISPIRITED ME, ZANEY HAS STOLEN MY HOPES
AND BROUGHT INNOCENT DREAMS TO DESPAIR, BUT SHE HAS ALSO
RIPPED AWAY FROM ME A PART OF WHO I WAS AND GAVE ME ONLY
EMPTINESS AND DESOLATION IN RETURN. ZANEY HAS ROBBED ME
OF SEXUAL INTIMACY AND LEFT ME BEREFT. I FEEL AS IF I
AM DOWN A BLACK, BLACK HOLE AND CANNOT GET OUT. I HAVE
FORGOTTEN THE FEELING OF EXHILARATION THAT COURSED THROUGH
MY HEART AND VEINS WHEN ZANEY AND I WOULD KISS AND HOLD
EACH OTHER TENDERLY. THE WAY THAT SHE WOULD CARESS MY
CHEEK HUMOUROUSLY AND FULL OF AFFECTION BECAUSE SHE KNEW
HOW IT TICKLED MY FACE WHEN SHE DID THAT. THE WAY THAT
WE USED TO PLAYFULLY WRESTLE ON SUNNY DAYS AND THEN EVEN
ON SNOWY DAYS. THE KISSES AND THE TOUCH HERE OR THERE
THAT FELT SO PASSIONATE AND ZESTFUL AND VIBRANT. IT MIGHT
SEEM A SMALL THING TO SOME THAT I NOTICE THAT EVERY NIGHT
THAT WHEN I GO TO SLEEP INTIMACY AND LET ALONE PHYSICAL
INTIMACY WHICH MALES STILL NEED TO BE INVOLVED IN NO MATTER
THAT IT'S THE TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY IN THE UNITED STATES
OF AMERICA AS I HAVE HEARD PROFERRED AS A RATIONALIZATION
FOR CERTAIN OMISSIONS. HOW DO I EXPRESS TO ANYONE A FEELING
OF DESPAIR THAT IS CENTERED ON CARNAL THINGS LIKE THE
ABSENCE OF A SEXUAL COMPONENT T0 THE RELATIONSHIP WHICH
I AM INVOLVED IN WITH THE UTMOST OF FAITH. HOW WOULD YOU
FEEL IF YOU WERE MARRIED TO SOMEONE, LIVING WITH SOMEONE
OR JUST IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE BUT YOUR EVERY DAY IS SPENT
ESSENTIALLY ALONE? i HAVE BEEN WANTING A SON FOR SO LONG
BUT MY OWN TEARS ARE ALL THAT HAS GREETED ME. WILL I EVER
BE BLESSED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF FATHERHOOD?WILL I EVER
BE THAT FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT FROM THE OUTSIDE
AT LEAST SEEMS TO BE AN ALMOST HEAVENLY JOY, THAT IS RAISING
A CHILD, A SON WHO I'VE FATHERED AND WHO BEARS MY FAMILY
NAME? I WEAR THROUGHOUT EACH AND EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE
MOST TRULY ESPECIALLY WHENEVER ZANEY AND I ARE OUT WALKING
AND SEE A WOMAN OR A COUPLE WALKING A BABY CARRIAGE OR
WHEN I SEE CHILDREN OFF IN THE DISTANCE AT PLAY, A TERRIBLE
SENSE OF SHAME, THE FEELING OF ISOLATION AND HELPLESSNESS
AND SORROW TEARS INTO MY HEART UNTIL I HAVE OUT OF GRIEF
SHRUNK BACK INTO A CORNER OF MY SOUL WHERE I CANNOT FEEL
THE BLOWS AS MUCH, WHERE I CAN FOOL MY SOUL FOR A MOMENT
INTO THINKING THAT I'M HURTING LESS THAN I KNOW THAT WHATEVER
IT IS THAT MAKES ME WHO I AM IS HURTING AND REELING IN
MISERY BECAUSE AT MY AGE I STILL AM WITHOUT A SON AND
A FAMILY TO RAISE AND CALL MY OWN LIKE EVERYONE AROUND
ME HAS MANAGED TO GAIN AND ZANEY IS COMPLETELY INSENSITIVE
TO THIS NEED. EVERYONE THAT I KNOW HAS CHILDREN OR AT
LEAST ONE CHILD, EVEN YOUNGER COUPLES. I AM WITHOUT A
SON. ALL I HAVE ARE TEARS. HOW DO I SHARE WITH ANYONE
WHO MAY PROFESS TO CARE THAT I AM ENDURING A BRUTAL AGONY
WHICH IS SELDOM SPOKEN OF ALOUD AMONGST MALES BUT WHICH
IS SURE TO EXIST AND PERSIST AS A BY-PRODUCT OF THE SOMETIMES
BIZARRE INNERMOST NUANCES OF THE MALE CONDITION AS IT
RELATES TO THE FEMALE CONDITION--- THIS FRUSTRATION OF
WANTING TO ENGAGE IN SEXUAL RELATIONS WITH THE WOMAN THAT
I GAVE MY HEART AND SOUL TO LONG, LONG AGO BUT BEING BRUSHED
ASIDE AND TOLD VERY SUBTLY THAT THIS ASPECT OF OUR RELATIONSHIP
IS VALUELESS TO ZANEY DIRECTLY TO MY DETRIMENT AS IF I
HAVE BEEN DRAFTED INTO CELIBACY??? I HAVE WANTED TO BE
TOTALLY FAIR AND HONEST IN THE RELATING OF THIS LETTER
TO YOU, AND HOPEFULLY I HAVE SUCCEEDED---AND YET I AM
ASHAMED TO PONDER THE THOUGHT THAT MAYBE I AM HAMPERED
BY THE PHYSICAL DESIRE WHICH ONCE WAS FULFILLED BUT NOW
IS KEPT ABLAZE WITHOUT REASON. I DISLIKE THE DENIED WARMTH,
AND WERE THERE EVEN POSSIBLY A REASON FOR THIS PREDICAMENT
THEN I KNOW IN MYSELF THAT I COULD FORE-GO SOMEHOW WISHING
FOR IT'S PRESENCE. I WISH THAT I MIGHT HAVE HAD BETTER
RECOURSE THAN TO GO INTO THE DETAILS OF MY PERSONAL LIFE
THROUGH THIS LETTER THAT I HAVE DELIVERED YOU, I WOULD
BY NATURE CONSIDER MYSELF A QUIET MAN THOUGH THERE ARE
SOME WHO MIGHT DISAGREE., BUT IT HAS BEEN VERY DIFFICULT
FOR ME THESE BRIEF WORDS BECAUSE I AM CHARACTERISTIC FOR
MY PENCHANT FOR TRYING TO SEE THE BRIGHT SPOT IN EVERYTHING.
IT SEEMS THAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES OF THIS PREVIOUS WEEK
HAVE RELEGATED ME TO BEING IN NEED OF PRAYER CONCERNING
THE HOME LIFE AND A VERY GRIVEOUS HARDSHIP WHICH IS THE
MOST RECENT BURDEN IN A STRING OF BURDENS WHICH MY WIFE
AND PARTNER, MY MATE BEFORE GOD HAS REGRETTABLY DEEMED
WORTHWHILE TO CAST UPON MY SHOULDERS. ZANEY HAS BEEN THE
CAUSE OF MULTITUDINOUS UPS AND DOWNS WITHIN OUR RELATIONSHIP
FOR THE BETTER PART OF SEEMINGLY THE PAST TWO YEARS, AGAIN
SEEMINGLY BECAUASE OF "HORMONAL IMBALANCES" IF I TRY AS
MY HEART PROMPTS IN KINDNESS AND "LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE."
I HAVE BEEN VERY DEPRESSED, MY FIRST MAJOR DEPRESSION
AFTER GOD INITIALLY ANSWERED MY PRAYERS FROM ONCE BACK
AND URGED MY WIFE TO COMPORT HERSELF LIKE A RESPONSIBLE
ADULT ( I CANNOT SAY "LIKE A CHILD OF GOD" BECAUSE ZANEY
LEE IS A PROFESSED ATHIEST AND HAS TRIED NUMEROUS TIMES
TO INTERRUPT AND DISSUADE ME WALKING WITH THE LORD AND
BEING FAITHFUL TO GOD AND EVEN THE COMMANDMENTS WHICH
I WORK HARD TO ABIDE BY ) RATHER THAN LIKE A MEAN-SPIRITED,
BULLYING SPOILED BRAT AND A CHILD WHICH ZANEY HAS WORKED
EQUALLY HARD TO RETAIN THIS ATMOSPHERE ABOUT HERSELF EVEN
IN THE WAY SHE DRESSES SOMETIMES EVEN THOUGH SHE IS ALMOST
FIFTY YEARS OF AGE. RECENTLY I CAME DOWN WITH A PEPTIC
ULCER AND THE DOCTOR I TALKED WITH POLITELY INFORMED ME
THAT THE CONDITION IN MY CASE SEEMS STRESS-RELATED AND
NOT COUNTING A PERIOD OF RELATIVE QUIET AND TRANQUILITY
ZANEY LEE COOK IS THE SINGLE MOST LOVED AND NEEDED AS
WELL AS MOST STRESS-CAUSING ELEMENT OF MY LIFE, NEEDLESSLY.
I HAVE BEEN VERY WORRIED THAT MY AILMENT MAY BE IRREVERSIBLE
AND CRIPPLING, ONLY TO HAVE MY SUPPOSED LOVED ONE MAKE
MATTERS INFINITELY MUCH WORSE ON ME ALMOST AS IF ZANEY
HAS DECIDED TO BE MY OWN PERSONAL TORMENTER AND DEVIL.
ZANEY IS TAKING SERIOUS ADVANTAGE OF ME AND MY LOVE FOR
HER, SHE DOES NOTHING BUT LAZE AROUND AND WATCH T.V. FOR
HOURS AND HOURS AND DRAIN AWAY THE VITALITY OF OUR RELATIONSHIP,
HER AVERAGE IS SIX-AND-A-HALF HOURS OF TELEVISION DAILY.
THIS IN AND OF ITSELF DIDN'T BOTHER ME SO MUCH AT FIRST
BECAUSE OTHER AREAS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP HELD MUCH PROMISE
FOR FULFILLMENT, MAYBE MORE BECAUSE OF GOD THAN ANYTHING
BUT HE HAS GIVEN ME THE GIFT OF SUPREME PATIENCE. WHAT
HAS MADE THIS A CAUSE FOR CONCERN IS THAT NOW NOT MUCH
OF THE OTHER ASPECTS OF OUR UNION THAT FALL UNDER ZANEY'S
CARE ARE BEING NOURISHED AND NURTURED, NOTHING GETS DONE
UNLESS I DO IT, WHATEVER HAPPENED TO A COUPLE SHARING
THE LOAD??? THERE IS NOTHING PREPARED FOR EATING AT THE
BEGINNING OF THE MORNING NOR AT THE END OF THE DAY, I'M
SO FATIGUED AT EVENING'S END THAT I HAD STARTED CONSUMING
PREPACKAGED FOODS, WITH TAKE-OUT FOODS FOR ZANEY TO EAT
AND FINALLY ME ONLY JUNK-FOOD WHICH I THINK HLEPED BRING
ASBOUT MY STOMACH AILMENT, MY ULCER. ZANEY LEE HAS ACCUMULATED
A VERY ARROGANT, DISCORDANT, SNOBBISH ATTITUDE SEEMINGLY
BECAUSE SHE MUST ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING, MUST ACTUALLY
LIFT A FINGER AND PUT FORTH SOME EFFORT, SOME ACTUAL EFFORT
TO MAKE OUR MARRIAGE WORK. SHE HAS ALSO PICKED UP A PACK-RAT'S
HABIT, SHE REFUSES TO CLEAN AND IN ORDER TO MAKE SOME
SPACE FOR THE THE AMOUNT OF OLD NEWSPAPERS AND PLASTIC
BOTTLES AND MAGAZINES SHE IS COLLECTING IN PAPER AND CLOTH
BAGS I HAVE HAD TO THROW AWAY A BIG LOAD OF MY OWN BELONGINGS;
I GUESS MY BODY IS FOLLOWING SUIT BECAUSE I'M LOSING WEIGHT
WHICH I CANNOT COPE WELL WITH BECAUSE I'M LEAN AND WIRY
ANYWAY. I EVEN ASKED A FRIEND AFTER INITIALLY ASKING ZANEY
HERSELF IF POSSIBLY MY BETTER HALF WERE EXPERIENCING A
SILENT DEPRESSION, WHICH I DOUBTED ANYWAY, THE ANSWER
TO THIS QUESTION BEWILDERINGLY WAS NO. "BRIAN," MY BUDDY
WHO I'VE KNOWN FOR AWHILE SHOT BACK AT ME SHARPLY, " HOW
IS IT THAT YOU ARE SO WHIPPED THAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN
SOMEONE'S PLAYING YOU FOR A FOOL?" IT ALMOST SEEMS AT
TIMES THAT ZANEY WISHES TO BE MY WARD OR MY CHILD RATHER
THAN A MATE, A HELPFUL PARTNER. I MUST PREPARE DINNER
FOR HER AS WELL AS MYSELF AT ALL TIMES LIKE I WOULD A
CHILD, RATHER THAN US SHARING THE DUTIES AND CHORES. ZANEY
WAS SOMEWHAT UNAFFECTIONATE DURING THE MONTHS LONG PAST
WHEN I FIRST SOUGHT TO WIN HER HEART, YET AMAZINGLY SHE
STILL CONTINUES THIS CHARACTERISTIC OF UN-CLOSENESS AND
FRIGIDITY TO THIS VERY DAY. SHE LEADS ME TO BELIEVE THAT
HER VISION OF IDEAL LOVE IS WHERE THE MAN WANTS NOTHING,
ASKS FOR NOR NEEDS NOTHING, IS ABSENT AN OPINION OR A
THOUGHT, SHUNS AFFECTION OR THE NEED THEREOF, NEVER MIND
THE MENTIONING OF SEX!!!! I FEEL AS IF I HAVE BECOME A
MANNEQUIN INSTEAD OF A MAN, OR EVEN A HUMAN BEING ATTEMPTING
TO LIVE UP TO ZANEY'S EXPECTATIONS AND EVEN THOUGH MY
LIFE HAS BECOME EMPTY AND BARREN OF ANY LOVE OR WARMTH
OR AFFECTION OR AFFABILITY I STILL TRY TO PLEASE ZANEY
BECAUSE I LOVE HER. ZANEY SHUNS EVERY CHANCE OR OUNCE
OF RESPONSIBILITY AS A PARTNER, I SEEM TO BE MY OWN WIFE
AS WELL AS THE HUSBAND BECAUSE ZANEY IS SEEMING UNABLE
TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING THAT ONE MIGHT EXPECT A PERSON
WHO IS LOVED AND CARED FOR AND A MARRIAGE PARTNER TO COMMIT
HIMSELF OR HERSELF TO DOING. MY EVERY DAY EVEN THOUGH
ZANEY'S FACE IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME FEELS DESERTED AND
BARREN SIMPLY BECAUSE ZANEY DISLIKES TO TRY, TO MAKE SOME
SORT OF EFFORT. ZANEY IS A TRULY LOVING AND APPRECIABLE
AND APPRECIATED HUMAN BEING WHEN SHE ACTUALLY TRIES TO
BE, BUT LATELY SHE HAS REVERTED INSTEAD INTO THIS EMOTIONALLY
LAZY AND SLOTHFUL WOMAN WHO TAKES WAY SO FOR GRANTED THAT
A FEW LUXURIES ARE PROVIDED HER OR THAT SHE MUST ONLY
DO THE BAREST AMOUNT AS THERE IS A ROOF OVER HER HEAD
AND A MAN WHO LOVES HER UNFETTEREDLY AND WARMTH TO ENSHROUD
HER SOUL AT NIGHT WHEN SHE SLEEPS. MY HOPES FOR HAVING
A BABY, OFFSPRING FROM ZANEY'S WOMB HAVE ALL BUT DISAPPEARED
BECAUSE SHE (AS SHE HAS REPEATEDLY TOLD ME) SEES LOVE-MAKING
OR SEXUAL INTERCOURSE AS VASTLY UNIMPORTANT IN A MARRIAGE,
OR FOR THAT MATTER ANY KIND OF A RELATIONSHIP. THEN HOW
DOES ONE SUPPOSE TO PRODUCE A CHILD, PROGENY, INTO THE
WORLD, I HAVE ASKED? I GUESS WE JUST DON'T. ZANEY GETS
INTO THIS MODE WHERE SHE REALLY, TRULY DOES THE ABSOLUTE
MINIMUM TO SUSTAIN OUR MARRIAGE, I CAN ACCEPT HER COUCH-POTATO
LAZINESS OR THAT I MUST CARRY THE GREATER LOAD ON FINANCES
AND THE PHYSICAL CHORES, BUT WHY DOES THE EMOTIONAL ASPECT
OF OUR RELATIONSHIP NEED TO SUFFER BECAUSE OF HER FRIGID,
HEARTLESS, ARROGANT HAUGHTY DEMEANOR? ZANEY IS COMPLETELY
UNABLE TO COME UP WITH ONE SOLID OR EVEN FLIMSY REASON
WHY WE HAVE YET TO CONCEIVE A CHILD OF OUR OWN OTHER THAN
THAT SHE HAS A FLAGGING INTEREST IN SEX. OUR RELATIONSHIP
IS ENTANGLING FULL OF HER WEEDS AND MEANNESS. I WOULD
BE SERIOUSLY DEAD WRONG TO STATE THAT I AM THE MOST IMPRESSING
OR FLAWLESS OR SPIRITUALLY PERFECT PERSON; AS YOU CAN
NO DOUBT TELL I HAVE A GREAT DIFFICULTY IN EXPRESSING
MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AND WHAT IS TROUBLING
ME MOST IN THE CONTEXT OF THE WRITTEN PASSAGE, I HAVE
MOST LIKELY TOTALLY ERRED IN CONSISELY DESCRIBING THE
INNERMOST DETAILS OF THIS PRESSING SITUATION WHICH HAS
BEFALLEN MY AND MY WIFE'S RELATIONSHIP AND BEFALLEN ME
TO WHERE I AM IN URGENCY IN SEARCH OF SOME REPAIR, RATHER
THAN FAULT ZANEY I THINK SHE IS ONLY UNAWARE THAT IT HELPS
TO VALUE THE MAN (OR WOMAN) OR LOVED ONE WHICH GOD HAD
GRACED ONE'S LIFE WITH, LOVE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS EXPERIENCE
I WOULD THINK THAT THE HUMAN HEART CAN PERCEIVE. I WOULD
BE THE LAST PERSON TO STATE THAT I HAVE ALSO THE HIGHEST
OF I.Q.'S, WHEN GOD MADE ROCKET SCIENTISTS I WAS THE MAN
WITH HIS HELMET ON BACKWARDS, BUT I DO KNOW THAT I HAVE
SPOKEN TO OTHER COUPLES AND EVEN BEEN ALLOWED TO PEEK
INSIDE THEIR BEHIND-CLOSED-DOOR LIVES AND HAVE GRASPED
THAT OTHER RELATIONSHIPS ARE SPARED THIS LEVEL OF DIFFICULTY
AND FRUSTRATION AND CHAOS, IS THE WOMAN I LOVE REALLY
TURNING OUT TO BE THE DEMON THAT PEOPLE JOKED I WAS GETTING
INVOLVED WITH, HOW CAN I EVEN ASK THE QUESTION WHEN I
KNOW THIS MUST BE AN IMPOSSIBILITY BECAUSE EVERY PERSON
IN THEIR HEART IS GOOD AND LOVING, THIS IS WHAT I FEEL
INSIDE BECAUSE I HAVE SEEN GOOD PEOPLE THROUGHOUT THE
COURSE OF FOUR DECADES. IS THIS MY BURDEN BECAUSE I LACK
SUFFICIENT INTELLIGENCE OR SAVVY? THE ONE THING I AM THANKS
TO GOD WHOLEHEARTEDLY DOING IS CONSTANTLY TRYING TO LEARN
FROM WHAT HAPPENS TO ME AND EVOLVE DAILY, MY LIFE IS SO
INTERTWINED WITH THE PROCESS OF EVOLVING BUT ZANEY JUST
SITS THERE AND DOES NOTHING, FULLY UNCONCERNED ABOUT MY
HEART OR WHETHER IT IS REELING AND FLUTTERING AGAINST
THE VERY CALLOUS AND COLD, MEAN-SPIRITED, CROTCHETY WAY
SHE INTERACTS WITH ME. I WAS WARNED AND ADMONISHED BY
SOMEONE WHO KNEW ZANEY BETTER THAN I DID SEVERAL YEARS
AGO THAT ONCE I TOOK ZANEY AS MY MATE THAT SHE WOULD REVERT
INTO AN OBSTINATE, BULL-HEADEDISH KIND OF MENTALITY WHICH
I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING FROM HER ALMOST DAILY NOW, BUT
I LOVED HER THEN AND I STILL DO VERY, EXCEEDINGLY MUCH
TODAY EVEN THOUGH SHE SEEMS TO GO OUT OF HER WAY TO INFLICT
REAL MISERY AND REAT HURT UPON MY HEART AND MY BRAIN WITHOUT
ANY MERCY. I ASK SINCERELY AND WITH MY ENTIRE HEART, MY
WHOLE HEART THAT YOUR PRAYERS MAKE MENTION OF ME, THAT
ZANEY WILL IF GOD WILL SEE WHAT IS GOING ON AND HAPPENING
TO ME STOP THE COLDNESS, THE COLD-HEARTED AND LAZY WAY
SHE IS AFFECTING AND DETRIMENTING OUR RELATIONSHIP, AND
THAT SHE WILL START TO TRY, TO REGAIN THE GODLY HONESTY
AND WARMTH AND GOODNESS AND INTEGRITY SHE PREVIOUSLY EXHIBITED
OUTWARDLY, ESPECIALLY TOWARDS ME AND HELP NOURISH AND
NURTURE OUR MARRIAGE, OUR UNION RATHER THAN BRING CONTINUED
DISUNITY AND DISHARMONY AND STRIFE AND RUPTURE TO THAT
WHICH WE HAVE BEFORE GOD, HEAVILY SERIOUSLY ARE YOUR PRAYERS
NEEDED TO THE POINT THAT I WOULD FALL UPON MY KNEES ON
MY FACE AT YOUR FEET TO BETTER BE IN A WAY OF BEGGING
AND AS ONE WHO IS VERY PLEADING, AS I KEEP WONDERING AND
ASKING MYSELF IN LIGHT OF WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME IF I
WILL EVER BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE A SON AND HAVE MY OWN FAMILY,
A CHILD THAT MIGHT GIVE HIS FATHER A LITTLE GLIMPSE OF
HEAVEN BY CALLING ME, IF ONLY ONCE, "DAD". IT HAS BEEN
A LONG, LONG TIME SINCE ZANEY COOK AND I HAVE ENGAGED
IN CONJUGAL RELATIONS FOR LACK OF A BETTER TERM, AND PERHAPS
THIS IS MY BURDEN TO BEAR AS A MAN AND THE "STRONGER"
OF THE SPECIES, BUT WHY??? I WATCH HELPLESSLY AS ZANEY
SEEMINGLY REVERTS TO SOME SORT OF CHILDHOOD WAY OF COMPORTING
HERSELF AND I FEEL EMBARRASSED, VERY TERRIBLY EMBARRASSED
BECAUSE MONTHS HAVE GONE BY WITHOUT ANY LOVELIFE BEDROOM-WISE
WHILE MY COLLEAGUES AND FRIENDS SPEAK LOUDLY OF THEIR
PROSPEROUS, GOD-BLESSED MARRIAGES AND RELATIONSHIPS. I
HUMBLY ASK FOR YOUR PRAYERS THAT IF HE WILL THAT GOD WILL
SHOW ZANEY COOK HOW SERIOUSLY BADLY SHE IS HURTING ME
EMOTIONALLY, SPIRITUALLY AND EVEN PHYSICALLY THROUGH DENIAL
AND EQUALLY TRIVIALIZING WHAT WAS ONCE A BEAUTIFUL AND
BLESSED GATHERING WHILE ALSO TEARING APART OUR PROSPECTS
FOR REARING A CHILD BEFORE WE ONE OF US EVER KNOW THAT
JOY DUE TO AGE-RELATED INFERTILITY WHICH STANDS AS A SPECTER
OVER EVERYTHING PRECIOUS IN OUR LOVELY UNION. I REALLY
NEED YOUR PRAYERS....
May 13, 2004
Guest:
helen lakay
SOUTH AFRICA
YES
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Dear
Pastor Please pray that I will be offered anything else
in this organization as there are a lot of profiles that
I suit? Please help me. I'm desperate. Please pray for
me for a car I need a car desperately to get to work.
I have prayed for a promotion, increase & a market related
salary. My company still own me 20% increase of last 2
years since July 2002. I ask my Ceo to back date my money
from 2002 to 2004 up to date. My husband and kids to go
back to church with me again. Also pray following urgently:
Husband: John Children: Jonushka & Kayci I need wisdom
and a breakthrough in finances to pay our bills up. Please
pray that God would provide the finances that I need like
yesterday. He is a God of now & a God who answer by fire.
Dear Lord, please grant me a financial miracle in order
to me to survive the crisis I am into, it is my life and
death.Oh Lord in Your Name JESUS CHRIST I pray. I am trusting
God to meet all my needs. Your word is all the evidence
I need. Thank you for it & thank you that our needs are
met. Praise God Hallelujah. Thank you indeed for the miracle
you generously give me right now even before I say Amen.
Amen. Amen Thanks
May 13, 2004
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He leadeth me.....~&~
May 24, 2004
Guest:
Ellice DeForge found your website on a search engine
Tulsa,Oklahoma
Yes,Glory to God
He leadeth me.....~&~
Pray
for healing in my body and pray against witchcraft and
curses,pray that I get the deliverance that I am seeking
and that the Lord will bring that one that He has chosen
to work through to bring me the deliverance thatI am seeking.Pray
against these harassing chimneyswifs that they stop coming
around me and stop harassing me,pray that I get a ride
to and from this library called Hardesty.Pray against
poverty(I need money).Pray against all hindering demons.Pray
for healing in my ears that suffered trauma to them.Thanks,
I am a christian.
Jun 02, 2004
Guest:
Rosa
Farmville, North
Carolina
Yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
Please
pray that our needs will be supplied immediately. I am
unemployed and my husband is retired and recovering from
cancer and we have emergencies with our bills. Rent, utilities,
car note, insurance, doctor bills and others that are
very, very pressing at the time. I believe that God will
deliver and even if He doesn't I know that He can.
Jun 16, 2004
Guest:
Godspower Ogbuji
Abuja/ FCT
Yes
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Plaese
sir/Madam, I lost my job and sold all that i have gotten.
assit me with prayers i have submiited my application
in so many companies and responce i know that one day
God will do it for me. put me in your prayers Thanks and
God bless you. Godspower Ogbuji
Jun 19, 2004
Guest:
Susan
Hueytown, AL
yes
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My
husband is not affectionate. He never hugs me, kisses
me, holds my hand tells me I am pretty. We have been married
23 years. I am 40 and he is 41 we have 2 children. I feel
ambivilant toward him and I need affection. Please pray
for our marriage.
Jul 15, 2004
Guest:
don guthrie jr
hillsborough nc
yes
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my
fiance broke up with me a few weeks ago.I have been in
hell ever since.I am a Christian and she is too.she is
still grieving her father going home in feburary.I did
some things to her that I shouldnt have.I asked for forgiveness
from god and have peace about it complety but she can
not yet I am asking that she will forgive me and reconcile
this and take mer back
Jul 20, 2004
Guest:
He leadeth me.....~&~
Please
join my prayer asking God to help with my current living
needs. First, pray that either the place I'm living now
can become a bit better to live in, or that I can move
back to the old place I loved, or that I can eventually
get my own house (like the one I'm visualizing) to live
in where I will have air and good, happy things like before.
Second, pray that I can afford to get places for my family
to come out too so we can be together. Third, please pray
that my job and the business I'm starting will prosper
so I can afford those things and get out of debt. Fourth,
please ask God to help me manage things in the meantime,
including having no air conditioning in the desert, and
the physical problem, and to not be overwhelmed but to
get all the things I need to done. I have a plan, but
please pray that God will help me with it and/or let me
know how I should do things so I can prosper again and
get my life good again and in order. Thank you. In Jesus'
Name, Amen
Jul 21, 2004
Guest:
Sr. Concilia Fernandes, Don Bosio Hospital, Goa,
Panjim
--
Mumbai , Maharashtra
yes
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Dear
Sister, I have recd. a prayer request for a Nun Sr. Concilia
Fernandes aged 60 yrs. staying at Don Bosio Hospital,
Goa, for uters Cancer and she is under treatment of chemiotherapy.
Now a days the cancer is spreading she needs healing from
our Lord Jesus Christ who is alive . please pray for her
good hjealth and healing as she believe in lord jesus.
please send me e.mail reply for her to sent a copy . Another
request from my college Mr. Sudam Magar whose son aged
9 years named Vishal is having severe headache and vomiting.
please pray for him for healing from all his mental release
and also for his family from all depression and financial
problem. please pray for this poor family. third request
from Shri Sudam magar for Raj Ratan who is drug addicted
and now a days he cannot control himself and acting as
mental . please release all these diseases lord jesus
. please for him and for his family who is separated from
him if prayer is a medicine for him lord jesus bind together
to this family. Thankingyou, Yours faihtfully, Teresa
Jul 25, 2004
Guest:
grace
Florida
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
Jesus,
I am calling you this evening and in agreement with these
precious warriors. Jesus I turn over and give thee the
authority over my circumstances. Over my Job, workplace
and relationship with my boss Bar. I hand over my marriage
and ask that a new refreshed loving relationship begin
as before. Jesus let me forgive and forget. Jesus you
know where I am headed with our finances, our struggles
and the loss. But Lord, we have victory and you overcame
satan at the cross. Father, so many are in need, so many
are crying out...why should we lack if your word declares
us victorious in your name. Jesus send now deliverance
to us and fill us with your Holy Spirit Fire. Thank you
Father for your blood.
Aug 10, 2004
Guest:
He leadeth me.....~&~
Please
pray for the following: Trudy, Bob, Dan, Bobby, Angie
& Dave & family, Susan, Jim & Marie, Barry & Joanie, George,
Audrey, Betty Tom & Ket, Tommy & Lisa, John, our friends,
relatives, and co workers. Thanks
Aug 25, 2004
Guest:
Marie
Gilbert,Arizona
oh yes, and glad the Lord saved me over 31 yrs. ago...
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Thank
you so much for your love of our Lord and saviour and
your desires to minister to the needs of others... I have
been to your site before, I love searching the web an
reading the inspirational pages that so many christians
love to share. I need to share my request instead of chatting
away I suppose... I'm sharing something special on my
heart concerning my younger sister...My sister is asthmatic
an it is important that she an her husband be able to
relocate for her health needs... They want to move to
possibly Arizona or California...She's very discouraged
an so I ask if you would please lift them in your prayers
for a new location, new job, an for them to be encouraged...
I know an believe with all my heart that God has all in
hand... Thank you so much for letting me share this request
with you...God bless you an thank you so much for your
prayers an your concerns for the need of others... A sister
in Christ,Marie
Sep 01, 2004
Guest:
Fallon Panzke
Chicago, IL
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
I
care about Oscar Alvarez alot. He is a Marine and he is
in Iraq right now for the 2nd time. I am proud of him
and I love him very much. I don't push him nor force him
to do anything that he doesn't want to do. I am there
for him and always will be. I thank The Lord for bringing
Oscar back into my life. I thank The Lord for keeping
Oscar in my life. I thankful for the frienship that we
have. and I especially thank the Lord for keeping Oscar
alive and safe most of all. Please don't get me wrong
or anything like that. But all I want is for Oscar to
come back to me and give me a chnace to be his girlfriend.
thats all I want. I want to love him. and I want to be
with him thats it. He was going to give me a chnace when
he got back from Iraq the first time that he went. But
someone else chnaged his mind. Her name is Amanda Martinez.
and she doesn't care about Oscar the way I do. She only
got ahold of him cause she knew that I wanted to be with
him. she knew that I wanted a chnace from him. So she
got in touch with him and confussed him and chnaged his
mind. She doesn't care who she hurts or breaks up as long
as she gets her way. Thats all that matters to her. I
know this because I know the person who told her that
I was going to be with Oscar. All Amanda is doing is playing
her mind games. cause this isn't her first time doing
this. she has done this before to my friends. she doesn't
care about Oscar. But I do. I care about Oscar alot. i
love him and all I want is to be with him. so please stand
in agreement with me. and Pray with me please. Pray to
the Lord above. and ask him to bring Oscar back to me.
All I want is for Oscar to come back to me and give me
a chnace. please. thank you for your time and effort and
your prayers. I really appriciate it. May God Bless you.
Sep 20, 2004
Guest:
Cynthia
MY
WEB PAGE
Cleveland Ohio
YES AND YES
He leadeth me.....~&~
I
AM ASKING FOR PRAYER FOR MY DAUGHTER, CHURCH AND MYSELF
I AM PRAYING FOR THE CURSE OF POVERTY, PROCRASTINATION,
CONFUSION, AND FORGETFULNESS AS WELL AS FEAR BE BROKEN
OFF OF OUR BLOOD LINES AND THE PEOPLE. MY DAUGHTER IS
IN NEED OF A FULL TIME JOB WITH SAFE WORKING ENVIRONMENT
AND WORKING HOURS THAT SHE CAN GET HER CHILDREN TO AND
FROM SCHOOL AND DAY CARE. SHE IS ALSO IN NEED OF A GOOD
CAR FOR TRANSPORTATION. I LOVE MY DAUGHTER AND SHE IS
THE ELDEST OF MY TWO CHILDREN SHE HAS MADE SOME CHOICES
IN HER LIFE THAT HAVE HER IN THIS PLACE SHE IS IN. SHE
IS NOT ON DRUGS, HAS NEVER BEEN TO JAIL AND HAS SOME COLLEGE
EXPERIENCE. SHE CHOSE TO HAVE CHILDREN (3 OF THEM OUT
OF WEDLOCK) THEY ARE WONDERFUL CHILDREN WITH PURE HEARTS,
LOVE THE LORD AND MY DAUGHTER TEACHES THEM OF JESUS ALL
OF THE TIME DID I MENTION MY DAUGHTER IS SAVED IN JESUS
NAME? SHE NEEDS GOD TO SHOW UP AND SHOW OUT IN HER LIFE
SHE IS LIVING A CHASTENED LIFESTYLE NOW AND HAS EVEN BROUGHT
ANOTHER SOUL TO BE SAVED INTO THE KINGDOM OF GOD. SHE
HAS BEEN BEAT UP BY CHURCHES AND DISCOURGED OFTEN BUT
SHE KEEPS COMING BACK TO JESUS TO BE LOVED WITHOUT CONDITION
PLEASE TOUCH AND AGREE WITH ME CONCERNING MY DAUGHTERS
NEEDS, AND THE NEEDS OF HER CHILDREN, THE NEEDS OF MY
CHURCH ARE FINAANCIAL WE ARE FASTING AND PRAYING FOR WISDOM
GROWTH AND FINANCES. FOR MYSELF I DESIRE TO START A BUSINESS
TO DELIVER THE SOULS OF THIS CITY FROM CRACK COCAINE BY
WAY OF JESUS PROVIDING FOR THE NEEDS OF THE PEOPLE. PLEASE
TOUCH AND AGREE WITH ME ACCORDING TO THE WORD OF GOD.
THAT BECAUSE I HAVE ASKED AND BELIEVED WITHOUT DOUBTING
I SHALL RECIEVE FAR ABOVE MORE THAN I COULD ASK OR THINK
BECAUSE HE IS JIRA, A WAY MAKER AND A MIRACLE WORKER I
AM IN RIGHT STANDING WITH TITHING SO I KNOW HE WILL REBUKE
THE DEVOURER ON MY BEHALF CONCERNING THOSE THINGS I HAVE
PRAYED FOR. I AM EXPECTING A MIRACLE FOR ALL THAT I HAVE
PRAYED FOR AND SMOOTH UNHINDRED DELIVERENCE OF THE BLESSING
THAT ARE OURS. MAY GOD BLESS YOU IN GREAT ABUNDANCE AND
I TOUCH AND AGREE THAT THE PRAYER OF THE RIGHTEOUS AVAIL
MUCH EVEN IN YOUR HOUSE AND THE HOUSES OF THOSE THAT CRY
OUT TO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST THAT EVERY NEED BE MET AND
HEARTS DEISIRE THAT IS LINED UP WITH THE WILL OF GOD COMPLETED
NOW IN JESUS NAM I PLEAD THE BLOOD OF JESUS OVER THIS
AND YOU PRAYERS AMEN
Sep 25, 2004
Guest:
fay
ocala fl.
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
please
I need prayer,Last year I fasted for 21 days. Holy Spirit
led Just water and He got me through very easy.For marriage
and grandaughter 19mon.satan attack very hard husband
left me for someone younger than my son grandaughter past
away brain tumor now I`m on depression pills and can`t
stop eating have gained 60 pds. I`ve cried humble myself
forgave repented, and can`t stop please intercede for
me job, health and my sanity is deteariating thank you
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND FILL THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART.
A SISTER IN CHRIST FAY
Sep 29, 2004
Guest:
alice archer
Lawrenceville,
NJ
Yes I am Saved
He leadeth me.....~&~
I
have been out of work for 5 months ... during this time,
my mother, who is 89 found that she had cancer in her
blood, my newphew had a heart attach, my sister, had an
operation on her back, and my younger sister had to take
a medical leave from her job. I have been a mircle to
them because, I was home. Now that they are all doing
ok ...the recovery is slow, but now I must find work to
pay my living expenses. Please pray for me to find a good
job in social services so that I can pay my expenses and
serve God in my mission. God lead me to this sight ...
I had no where to go but to him. My resume has been sent
out ... pray that someone finds it make me an offer of
work. Thank You.
Sep 30, 2004
Guest:
Lynn Clough
Maryland
yes I am
He leadeth me.....~&~
First,
I would like to extend my prayers to everyone needing
prayer. Next I would like to request prayer for my children
and husband who went through a horrible car accident with
me in which I died several times that night and then spent
3 months in shock trauma, God Bless Them! That was a couple
years ago and the kids are now 16 and 13. They are great
children and I love them and I need prayer to help me
be an even better mother to them, they deserve it! This
has been so unfair to them because I havent been able
to walk since the accident. Now I am finding out that
it is more than likely 2 pinched nerves, one in my back
and one in my neck.......Please pray for us that the doctors
will fix this and let me get back on my feet! Right now
I am a full time college student majoring in criminal
forensics, a full-time mother, a full-time wife and a
full-time Christian, Thank you for the prayers, they are
the same as gold to me, God Bless You Each and Every One,
May God Be With You...........Hail, Mary......and Praise
The Lord Jesus Christ!
Oct 06, 2004
Guest:
Rosanna Gulley
marriage
Santa Rosa
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
I
NEED PRAYER FOR MY HUSBAND LYNDELL FOR THE STRONGMAN OF
CHEATING TO BE BROKEN FROM HIM.IT IS A GENRATIONAL CURSE/
PLEASE PRAY FOR LYNDELL AND ROSANNA GULLEY
Oct 06, 2004
Guest:
Rosanna Gulley
marriage
Santa Rosa
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
I
NEED PRAYER FOR MY HUSBAND LYNDELL FOR THE STRONGMAN OF
CHEATING TO BE BROKEN FROM HIM.IT IS A GENRATIONAL CURSE/
PLEASE PRAY FOR LYNDELL AND ROSANNA GULLEY
Oct 17, 2004
Guest:
Bonnie
Florida
Yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
I
have been working on my quest of becoming a better Christian
daily through reading and faith. I need a powerful prayer
of prosperity for my finances so that I may pay my bills
and get a new apartment that is livable. I pray for blessings
and favor in Jesus name. God Bless
Oct 20, 2004
Guest:
Bob Hinson
Spring Hill, Tennessee
Yes
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I
want thank everyone who has been praying for us. I want
to thank God now for His answers to our prayers though
we have yet to see them, I am thanking God now in faith
for His goodness. Faith that God's children will not only
take time to pray for us but also to take action, to go
beyond words and to reach out and touch those in need.
The last few years have left spiritually worn out, physically
exhausted (2 hospital stays & 2 surgeries for me, 2 for
our son in the last 6 months). We disagree on what church
to attend, our finances are struggling and on the edge
of bankruptcy, our marriage is battered from all the stress.
For more detail please email us. We have been behind financially
for months now but without help we will be forced into
bankruptcy. I afraid this will split us apart. The last
few days I have been ill because of this and my faith
has been weak. Today I feel more encourage as I write.
We do not ask for much as we are hard working Christians
who have been under heavy attack from the enemy, we ask
for your daily prayers and (we are not trying scam, we
have also been scam in our need) small donations to help
out! We are short $5,000, if this is met this month we
can make it through the holidays and work out a deal with
those we owe. We are still not sure if the insurance will
pay the last hospital bill from last week when our son
had his appendix removed. PLEASE PRAY and CONSIDER sending
a small donation to help us, as of now the HOLIDAYS will
not be to Joyful. Email: hinsonre@hotmail.com Pay Pal:
hinsonre@hotmail.com Postal: P.O. Box 862 Spring Hill,
TN 37174 Thank You and God Bless Your Kindness. Bob &
Shelly
Oct 20, 2004
Guest:
Grace
yes! Praise the Lord!!!
He leadeth me.....~&~
Please
pray for Jacob Livings, he is my love one, please pray
for his deliverance!! Lord, Jesus, I surrender Jacob into
your love care, set him free from acohol, pornography
and masturbate, also set him free from rape( he was raped
when he was a child)demon, pray taht he will be delivered
from angry, bitterness, and frustrate, and stress, I bind
you, demons, get out of Jacob in the Name of Jesus, please,
Lord cover him by your blood, set him free!!! in Jesus
name, amen!!! Thank you so much!!!! Please, Lord, restore
our relationship, in Jesus name, amen!!!
Oct 22, 2004
Guest: Todd
Downey CA
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
Please
pray that my Dad Edward Henry C., continues to recover
from brain surgery and that he keeps his spirits up. Please
pray he keeps making some progress, the urinary tract
infection clears and he gains some energy and that we
get him the proper help from the new doctor. Please pray
my son and daughter heal and the rest of the family does
not get ill as I need to be able to take care of my Dad.
Pray for greater faith for us all, that I learn to listen
to God and that we family care givers do not wear out,
quit and get caught up in the tension. And while you are
at it: I've got a sister, Anne who is destitute, ,my sister
has mental problems and grows angry if we don't send her
enough money , My mother has her own physical problems,
we care gives are wearing out and I feel like I am being
attacked at work. Whew! Thats a lot. Thank you Todd
Nov 26, 2004
Guest:
Gustavo Pinto
Guatemala
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
In
Jesus name please pray for forgivenes, and deliverance
and restoration; I have sinde against God and mi neighbour
and now im passing true very dificult times in mi spiritual
life, financial and legal problems, am divorce, dont have
enouf money and am 43, i fell lonely specialy in cristmas,
please pray for a miracle, mi health is degrating each
day, i dont know what to do but to ask for help to Jesus,
please pray for me.
Dec 13, 2004
Guest:
linda
chicago
yes
He leadeth me.....~&~
Hello,I
am asking you to lift my son in your prayer as he is going
thur peer presure of trying to fit in with the wrong group
of teens pray for deandre to walk in devine order,that
he would be set free from the devil lies,strongholds to
be pull down,also pray for him to go back to school and
church.then I ask you to pray for the teens he be around,for
drugs and smoking.that they to will walk in devine order.thank
you god bless Linda
Dec 14, 2004
Guest:
gloria cuellar
austin tx
yes jesus is my salvador
He leadeth me.....~&~
please
pray for my son ignacio cuellar he is in prison the is
attorney(lord jesus crist) saved him out, god bless you.
Dec 15, 2004
Guest:
laura
yorktown hgts,
ny
yes
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My
friend and I are having similar situations at home..work,
health and finances.. relationships.. spiritual warefare...In
the Name of Jesus..Amen
Dec 29, 2004
Guest:
Susie
Newmarket On Canada
Yes I a m
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I
am a mother that is hurting so bad. My daughter who is
23 years old is a herion addict and is serving time in
Ohio prison for women.I am planning a trip to see her
in Jan. 1995 and trying with the lords prays to get her
in Teen Challenge if she is serious about staying clean.
I do not know what the outcome will be. But I am a mother
and love her very much.The other side of her family her
Dads side have given up on her and said terrible things
like I hope you die on the road.Said terrible things which
are untrue about me as my daughter and I look a like and
theya re a breed of animals I woudl say.It broke my heart
that they are so lost and do not know the lord.Please
pray for my family and my beautiful daughter. Going to
the prison alone and I have never done this before but
god will be with me. See other people have family to support
them I do not. Please feel free to write me anything would
help me at this time.My daughter is only serving 6 months
but I am so afraid what will happen if she does not get
into a program.Herion addicts if they go on die around
30. I buried my father and I do not want to bury my daughter.
God bless all for letting me share.
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